Psalm 119:73-80
73 Your hands have made and fashioned me;
give me understanding that I may learn your commandments.
74Those who fear you shall see me and rejoice,
because I have hoped in your word.
75I know, O LORD, that your rules are righteous,
and that in faithfulness you have afflicted me.
76Let your steadfast love comfort me
according to your promise to your servant.
77Let your mercy come to me, that I may live;
for your law is my delight.
78Let the insolent be put to shame,
because they have wronged me with falsehood;
as for me, I will meditate on your precepts.
79Let those who fear you turn to me,
that they may know your testimonies.
80May my heart be blameless in your statutes,
that I may not be put to shame!
Pride. Pride. Pride. The love of self. Holding yourself up as a thing of great worth. The demand that you be worshipped and served. It kills love, generosity, godliness, kindness, gentleness and purity - and much more. Pride is a great evil, our most basic instinct and comfort – the sin that pervades most of our wrong decisions, and corrupts most of our good decisions! It is almost impossible to do anything godly without falling into pride (including write this post). It is your greatest character flaw – and it is mine too. We are all naturally keen to set ourselves up, against God, as the most valuable thing in the universe. Much more could, and has, been said on it. And while this part of Psalm 119 does not speak of pride – it made me think a lot about it.
It was verses like v74 that brought it to my mind, “Those who fear you shall see me and rejoice, because I have hoped in your word”. And v79, “Let those who fear you turn to me, that they may know your testimonies“. We should not for a second doubt the genuineness of the Psalmist, or jump to the conclusion that he’s an attention seeker – but you can see how easily, how quickly, phrases like this can be corrupted by pride. ‘I put my hope in God’s word; those who really fear God will see me and rejoice in me’, or, ‘Let those who really fear God turn to me, then they’ll learn God’s testimonies’. That is the natural, sinful way that will come easy to us – the buck stops at me, the attention stops at me – the praise, glory and attention of others is focused upon me.
What the Psalmist really hopes, and it’s very rebuking and humble, is that he is see-through. What I mean is that, all the attention and admiration he receives from ‘those who fear God’, i.e., the godly, will actually pass straight through him and travel on further to rest at the altar of God, not his own pride. ‘God, may others look to me and see your testimonies lived out, so that they might live a life that pleases you’. So when you look at the Psalmist doing good, you’re really seeing through him to the God behind him. And so, the Psalmist’s goal in being godly, following God with all his heart, is to be a window to the goodness and greatness of God. He wants others to trust in God! His goal is to magnify the sufficency and satisfaction of follow God and his rules.
So whether you are young or old, do desire to be an example to other Christians. Paul is constantly saying things like Philippians 3:17, “Brothers, join in imitating me, and keep your eyes on those who walk according to the example you have in us.” He doesn’t want the church to imitate him for the end of highlighting Paul’s amazingness – no way! Paul wants them to imitate him insofar as they become more like Jesus - which results in praise to God. We should do likewise. And so, like the Psalmist, we should ask God to make us wiser, more knowledgeble in his Word, more obedient -that we might become models for others to follow. Not so we are held high as models to be worshipped, but to be imitated that the glory might rest on God.
Asking to be built up into maturity so you are followed is a hard thing to ask of God – but it’s only hard because we are so corrupted by pride. Perhaps our real prayer is that we, appropriately, look to amazing examples like the Psalmist and Paul and thank God for them, and asked to be made a little bit more like them. With that in mind, let’s pray through this part of the Psalm;
Heavenly Father,
Just as your hands made me and fashioned me from birth till know, work in me to give me understanding and learning in your commandments. I know Father that your rules are right, and that if I am afflicted by your hand it is all in line with your faithfulness to your promises given me in Christ. Let your steadfast love, your amazing love be my comfort. Thank you that your mercy flowed upon me through Christ, that I am alive – make your law my delight. Bring shame to the insolent, those who wrong your children, open their eyes to their evil and lead them to repentance. May my heart be blameless in your statues, that I may not be put to shame or bring your name into disrepute. Do all this father, that I might cause others to follow you. Keep me from my pride which desires this attention to fall at my feet and not yours. In Christ’s name, Amen.
Stained by pride,
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