Psalm 119:65-72
65You have dealt well with your servant,
O LORD, according to your word.
66Teach me good judgment and knowledge,
for I believe in your commandments.
67 Before I was afflicted I went astray,
but now I keep your word.
68 You are good and do good;
teach me your statutes.
69 The insolent smear me with lies,
but with my whole heart I keep your precepts;
70their heart is unfeeling like fat,
but I delight in your law.
71It is good for me that I was afflicted,
that I might learn your statutes.
72 The law of your mouth is better to me
than thousands of gold and silver pieces.
Persecution. Do we know it? Have we felt it? Have I been persecuted? Well, that’s a tough question. But what I can certainly say with the Psalmist is that, “You have dealt well with your servant, O Lord, according to your word” (v65). I’ve been showered with blessing – Jesus, eternal life, wife, family, friends, financial security, comfort, church, and I have every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms right now (Eph 1). And all this, not of my own doing but according to the promises and word of God alone. I think I can say therefore with the Psalmist, “Teach me good judgement and knowledge, for I believe in your commandments” (v66). What an appropriate response to my Father who has lavished all this upon me! Yes, teach me, instruct me, make me wise!
But then comes the ‘a word’. Afflicted.
The ESV had to choose afflicted didn’t it. Such a painful word. There’s a flick of the tongue in there, saying the word almost sounds like a whip being cracked. It’s an ugly word. Suffering is bearable, but to be afflicted…it sounds so attacking and bloody and unprovoked – people don’t ’suffer’ from horrible diseases, they are ‘afflicted’ with them. Pharaoh was afflicted (Genesis 12:17), the people of Ashdod were afflicted with tumours, (1 Samuel 5:6), the numerous sick brought to Jesus were afflicted (Matthew 4:24), the apostle Paul went through countless afflictions (2 Corinthians 4:8), the heroes of faith in Hebrews were afflicted really badly (Hebrews 11:37) – and I can’t help but see my Lord being whipped and scourged with the cat of nine tails and having nails driven through his wrists through flesh and sinews and….(gewh)…afflicted is a horrible word.
And yet the Psalmist thanks God for it, and he does not question his character in response, but rather upholds God as supremely good. He was straying, but the affliction brought him back to God in holiness and obedience (v67), and so he calls the bringer of affliction, God, good, he does good. (v68) This is not a mistake! The insolent, whose hearts are “unfeeling like fat” (golden phrase), they smear the Psalmist’s character with lies, but they do not bring him down. No, he delights in God and his law (v70). And then there are the two verses which blew my mind, and broke my pride;
It is good for me that I was afflicted,
that I might learn your statutes.
The law of your mouth is better to me
than thousands of gold and silver pieces.
The affliction was good, because the Word and instruction of God were his greatest treasure. Sit on that for just a second. Watch the implications of such verses run to the corners of your life. To your suffering, affliction, (or lack there of). To your straying and sin, and how the last thing you’d want is affliction to set you straight, because, ultimately, our greatest treasure in life is usually not the Word, but me. This was my prayer after sitting on these verses.
Heavenly Father,
You have indeed dealt well with your sinful servant. Colossians 2:9 says that all the fullness of your deity dewlls in Christ, and we have been filled into Him. What more do we need, or can we possibly gain other than Christ? We have been given so much, a debt we could not, and cannot repay. A debt that will only store up greater and greater glory and praise for Christ in the eternal ages to come. Thankyou Father. But I only take the good with joy. Affliction is an evil to me, I resent your rod of rebuke. Forgive me. May I treasure your Word, your promises, and my relationship with you so much that I can, with the Psalmist, look on affliction as joy, rejoice that it has been granted that I should suffer for the sake of Christ, as well as believe in him. May I be like the man who sold all he had in this world, in this life, and bought the field with the treasure of great value. As unappealing as it sounds to my sinful nature, may I greet affliction with great joy, that I might be taught and live a life worthy of the gospel to which I was called.
In Christ’s glorious name, Amen.
Humbled with you,
Matt.